Wrote in her blood I love you
I used every night to walk a little, get out for half an hour and then come back .. In line Seri day I was watching a child was just seven years of age .. Were pursuing a bed met on one of the outstanding illumination lights in the wall of a house ... Caught my eye shape, her clothes .. Was wearing a torn dress and pair of Mukluk .. And her hair was long and her eyes Khaddrawan .. Was initially not notice the traffic .. But with the passage of the days .. Then come to regard the smile ..
One day I stopped by and I asked her her name, said the names of .. I asked her where in your home .. She pointed to a room next to the wooden wall of a house .. She said this is our world, I live with my mother and my brother Badr .. And I asked her about her father .. Abe said he was working as a driver in one of the big companies .. Then died in a traffic accident .. Then started taking place when I saw her brother Badr rushing out into the street .. If I went my way .. And days with a day .. Whenever I stopped by to pass Ajazbha chatted .. I asked her: What do you hope? She said every morning out to the end of the street .. I see the entry for the students to school .. Watch them walk into this small world .. With a small door .. And wearing uniforms ... And not known what they are doing behind the wall .. My wish is that I wake up every morning .. To wear uniforms .. And go with this and enter the door to live with them and learn to read and write .. I do not know what attracted me to this little girl .. Cohesion, although it may be difficult circumstances .. May be her eyes .. I do not know yet why .. Whenever I passed this street .. Bring her something to me .. Shoes .. Clothing .. Games .. Eat .. She told me one time .. That a maid working in one of the houses nearby may Almthaalkhiatp and embroidery .. And she asked me to bring for her fabric and sewing tools .. I brought her as requested .. And she asked me one day a strange request .. She told me: I want you to teach me how to type a word I love you .. ?
I immediately sat down on the ground .. And started her on the sand drawing a word I love you .. In the light of a lamppost in the street .. Was watching me and smiling .. So every night you type the word love her .. Ajadt so nicely written .. On the night of missed SATELLITE ... Attended to it .. After we chatted .. She told me Close your eyes .. And not known why the insisted on it .. Vogamadt my eyes .. I was surprised by being Rakdah accept me then .. And disappear into the room wood .. The next day got me an emergency circumstance necessitated travel out of town for two weeks, .. I could not poke .. So, it settled and I know it's waiting for me every night .. When I returned .. Did not miss for nothing in the cities .. Shawki more than the names of .. That night went quickly and before the date arrived and the place was a lighting column, which sit underneath it does not shine .. The street was quiet .. Abeche, I felt strange .. I waited a lot did not attend .. I turned back my .. Thus, for five days .. I came in every night do not find it .. Then determined to visit her mother to ask her about it .. You may be sick .. Gathered my strength and I went to the room of wood .. Timidly knocked on the door .. Bader came out .. Then his mother came after him .. She said when she saw me .. Oh my God .. I have attended .. The recipe as you are well .. Emotion and in tears .. She knew then that something had happened .. But I do not know what is it????
When the mother has calmed down I asked her what happened?? Ajippini please .. She said to me: I have the names of dead .. Before her death .. She told me someone will attend to ask me whom I give this when I asked her to be .. She knew he would come .. Inevitably will come to ask me?? I give him this piece .. She asked her mother what happened?? She said to me died the names .. One night my daughter felt the intense heat and fatigue .. I went out to a private clinic nearby .. They asked me a large sum of money for detection and treatment do not I own .. Fterkthm and I went to a public hospital .. The situation is getting worse .. they refused introduced under the pretext of the existence of a file that has the hospital .. I went back to the house .. To put it compresses .. But it was dying .. In the hands .. And emotion in a bitter cry .. Have died .. Names of the dead ..
I do not know why How come .. Yes, I Khantni .. Because I could not cry .. I could not express Bdmoai time for my case .. I do not know how to describe my feeling .. I cannot I can not be described .. Out quickly I do not know why did not return to my home ... But took the arms of the street .. Suddenly I remembered the thing that gave me him or the names of ..
Opened ... I found a small square piece of cloth .. The nicely engraved with the word love you .. And mixed with drops of blood clots ... Ialhei .. I have known the secret of their desire in writing this word .. I knew now why she was hiding her hands at the last meeting .. Was experiencing tingling fingers stitch that was used for sewing and embroidery .. They believe the word love in my life .. I have written in her blood .. Her injuries .. Oryx .. It was the night is the last night of me in the street .. Did not want to go back to him again .. It also holds fond memories .. Carries the memory of pain and grief .. Carries the memory of names kept a piece of cloth with me .. I carry with me everywhere I go to him .. A month later .. During my time in one of the countries .. When I was riding in one of the boats in the Mediterranean Sea .. I took out a piece of cloth from my pocket .. And decided to throw in the sea .. I do not know what? But it holds the memory of the hardest in my life .. Before the sunset .. My tears mixed with the blood of the names of the word love you .. And raised my hands high .. And threw it in the sea .. Arqubha and took it away for my little by little .. My tears and ask me what? But I do not have an answer?? Names, forgive me .. I no longer have the stomach for anniversary?? Forgive me names .. Has got me more than I take?? Forgive me for the names I Aasthak words Nakectiha .. Names, forgive me ..
ATEM /KONEY
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